Jim and I discussed briefly what our next step will be if my re says that we’ll have to cancel this cycle and that my follicles are non-responsive. But we still don’t know. Things like egg donor and adoption come into the conversation, but they’re not real at this point. I still hope against hope that, come tomorrow, my follicles will be bursting with size and my e2 levels will be sky high.

 From the beginning, this was supposed to be Jim’s problem, not mine. His v. reversal, his sperm antibodies. Now it looks like my ovaries don’t like to be stimulated. That pisses me off to no end. I have to do all the shots, and probes and blood tests. The least he could do is take full responsibility for our inability to become pregnant. Now we share the blame. Isn’t that sweet.

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