I heard this afternoon that only three of my lowly six eggs fertilized. Three?!?!? Now they want me to do the embryo transplant tomorrow. I cried. Tomorrow? The eggs normally would be in the fallopian tubes, not in my uterus. They only want you to do a two day transfer if it looks like the eggs might not survive in the petri dish until a five day transfer. Hell, I can’t even get a three day transfer out of my hopeless eggs. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck!

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